i feel better when i hear Martin's voice..

before, Danny's voice that made me this ... But with Martin, is a different feeling better and ... and do not know what is happening to me. Why is not the Danny’s voice? Why do I not feel safer, happiness, or that everything will be alright when I hear his voice? This is making me confused! You do not know how I'm feeling ... Is crazier!
Danny's voice used to be so deep, so present.. as if he was with me and now it's seems so superficial ... I'm feeling abandoned in in the middle of nowhere...
Martin's voice does not get me out of there ... but on the contrary, it shows me the way and gives me strength to get me up and walk by myself
How stupid I am think this?